Clearing Things up a bit.

September 8, 2008 at 8:01 pm (fatosphere, frustration)

Since people seem to misunderstand, I’m not gone permanently, more like taking time off to clear my head, and get things worked out with myself, but I don’t know how long it will take. At first, I was just leaving temporariy because I was sick of the infighting, but now, I’m not so sure, really.

As much as I like having a say in the Fatosphere, I don’t think I cant handle it at this particular moment in time. Does that make me less of an activist? Probably. My plunge headfirst into the Fatosphere should have come more as a wade into it. Not saying plunging doesn’t work for everyone, but in my personality case, it didn’t quite come out well. I’m a creature run my emotions, and combined with my habit of talking first, thinking later, it’s not exactly a good combination. I’m still very young, and I don’t think I even have concrete beliefs and to a certain degree, I feel like I need to get away from here a bit in order to decide things on my own. I need to work out what it is that I really think, and why I think it before I can go around telling everyone about it.

So, as I said, I’ll be around, just maybe not as much as I was. I sometimes feel like I just need more experience, do more reading, learn more, solidify things in my brain, instead of kinda making as ass of myself in comments on other blogs, which is what I often feel like I end up doing. Not gone forever, but I am gone indefinitely.

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